bahh! have you seen the card??

w00ttt! ahah daren and diya rocks!! got the highest marks for both guys and girls respectively. hmm well so happy! ahah finally is like the people whom i support are the ones who last. hehx. and daren really can dance man! (: hmm i really thinks that the guys side is vvv strong. the girls side well.... my bro says "no kick" ahaha i hope diya really wins the girls side tho! [my bro says diya is not a girl =.= and she should go join the guys side ok...] ahaha anyway if she got to the finals with daren wahh i dont know who to support ahah! but we shall see! diya and daren!

just watched finish tian guo de jie ti (stiarway to heaven) not long ago! nice man! another crying show la. ahah then decided to rewatch winter sonata to see choi ji woo again. ahah but really cannot make it. dont know how come mr. bae can make it so hot ahah. dont understand! is like the show is not touching at all :X ahha ok shall put one nice pic here!

anyway random conclusion of the day: im a feng jian shi xiang de ren. i live in the wu xia xiao shuo only. ahaha

boo! liang! if you still comes to this blog, please blog! its so dead without your news! ahah and dont just send us thru emails~ upload photos here (:

BOO~~~ LIANG! ARE YOU LOOKING!

argh. totally not in the homework mood. bad bad. how to finish ahh. zzz. and im here stoning so no useful man. totally slacking off my hols. :X argh and havent get going on sending x'mas cards. bleahx. hmmm i think i shall get into work soon!

yay! chalet rocks. one night chalet for girls! ahha im sunburnt! ahah

yes! so happy for michelle chia, kym ng, quan yi feng, wang lu jiang wootT!!! ahaha so happy for them cause its the channel U family again! wee! wo he ta men shi tong yi guo de! hmm but feel rather sad for ann kok and constance song! i want them to get too. hai. AS WELL AS shaun! argh. but nvm michelle chia get = he get (: ahha whee nice!

除非听你清口说，我便暂时装作若无其事。

ok random shall recollect all my favs here:
曾经/还存在的
孙燕姿。李英爱。李佳微。周迅。刘亦菲。金政勋。宋承宪。hebe。
teachers (shh.)
superstars [diya. daren]
cant think of anymore currently should have some more. hmm ok shall edit if necessary ahah

ok as expected! people whom i support really got kicked out! :X herching and ling yi! argh. STILL GOT DIYA! power~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KDVSSiz6NdY&mode=related&search=
yet another talented kid! taiwan has lotsa one of a kind kids man! it would be cool to jie jiao this kinda little kids! ahah

omg. i love this kid man! she's great! ahah damn cool!! i want to learn! ahaha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q61yGSG6dYA&mode=related&search=

other kids are great as well. all so small but good at dancing but that no.3 girl is still my fav. ahah. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJpaF3zRGEw

well.. this week's superstar is really unexpected i would say. the results i mean. hmm first the very zai and cute kewei is out for the girls side. so there is like ARGH bish bash bang for the superstar series. and next people i support like shiyu (partly hes cause was from my bro's school ahah) got out! what crap. tho i didnt really support kenny, i thought he might last cause he got that pretty boy look eh! but nooo crappy. not really concerned about the girls side tho. cause people whom i support only comes out next week. ahah! so shall see! diya herching and lingyi ahah looking forward! hmm as well as daren is performing next week too. so more ZAI people are in the next round. hope they dont get out mann. if not will be SUCH a disappointment! and saw from the short advert next week got li wei song xian ge yi man! ahah cool!

BAHH. it keeps raining!!! i cant do anything! like go running or swimming. crappy. hai. ok. and i cant wait for class chalet!! hope its going to be fun! ahah

ahha this is my bro's house. omg it's like anyhow drawn. http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=432085&houseHash=15e132344ecb930ca1270e9b54a4ba12

and well, on the diverse side, my sis one is so neatly drawn! she takes such a long time to draw mann... omg.
http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=432086&houseHash=179263edd1b66bcf2c636f4a74cc24a7

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. son. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.
http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=432082&houseHash=3bf2f1173abe6d1e05630b6ca20840ac

[URL=http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=432082&houseHash=3bf2f1173abe6d1e05630b6ca20840ac][IMG]http://drawahouse.com/houses/2006/11/22/432082_t.gif[/IMG]Click here to view my house[/URL]

You Were a Toad

You drift into altered states of consciousness freely and easily.You also have the power to change luck and life a long life.

What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

interesting! ahah a TOAD -.-". yea maybe i was 欧阳锋。that's why can 练蛤蟆功 (connection to the toad) ok very lame. but i dont wanna be him leh ahhaha. too much of 武侠小说in the hols! oh no! ahha

ahhh!!! 我真是逍遥，快活!!! she DID reply in the end! ahhhaa!! 太高兴了!!!

she didnt reply. bahx. but she didnt NEED to reply. hoping for ?

yay! today is a happy day. first of all, my mum and dad went to get the shen diao xia lv books as well as yi tian tu long ji books! whee!! so happy new books to read. haha. and next, ruihong and wangye decided to help me sell badges (: (: (: (: (: (: may the force be with them! ahah and most (impt) of all ahaha today was such a fruitful day. ok not exactly we didnt sell much but raise some money tho. yay! ms tengara donated ten bucks!!! ahh she rocks man ahaha. love her. ahha mr teo ten bucks too!! ahah and many thanks to ms jac yeo, mr pang pc, mr lim chow hoon, michelle from tahan for buying as well. ahahx. hmm i really hope more people can help me sell.

不求你喜欢我，只希望我在你心里或脑海里占据小小的一个角落，不求你知道我到底为何，只希望你知道我是谁。这样我就心满意足了。

argh. chinese chess skills deteriorating again!!! ahhh. crappy today lost like so many matches. back to minesweeper. hah broke the record for intermediate twice. from 64 to 55 to 50 sec. ahah ok but my scores for the chinese chess is well. under 1500 again! and i keep making stupid moves. hai. shall buck up ahah.

and i think i need to train more. skip more. grow taller.

ahhh! i just watched finish shen diao in one and a half days!! omg its damn nice!! another new show that i can go crazy over. got some episodes i rewatch a number of times liao. esp the part where yang guo tells guo jing and everyone that he only wants to marry xiao long nv and xiao long nv says she wanna be his wife. ahhh!! so gan dong.you must be saying im mad. liu yi fei is like totally the right person and the only person suitable to act as xiao long nv! ahhh!! so cool. liu yi fei is so chio la!!! ahhh!!! she rocks!! xiao long nv and yang guo rocks! i like all the scenes that they are together ahah. hmmm but still cant believe that liu yi fei is only 2 yrs older than us!! so chio. imagine having her as a sis. ahaha that'll be wowowwowow ok. ahhh. ahah liu yi fei is so chio!. hahx. yang guo and xiao long nv rocks!! liu yi fei rocks too! yan3 ji4 yi4 ji2 bang4! ahah (:

blogger sucks la!! keep saying post got error then now come out two when i go retype the post. and cant del it -.- argh.

shittt. i think im going crazy. need to control myself. but today damn high la. keep seeing her the whole day!!! arghhh... i wanna take photo with her ): but it is really v gang ga. hmm and she is like so near yet so far. arghhh. change of ct and tutor is like a tian xia wu bu shan zi yan xi thing again. good things come good things go. ahaha ok hmm hope we can get a good physics tutor next yr as well. anyway i think im gonna miss some pple (esp someone) ahaha this hols.
post some nice photos up here ba. quite long ago one. but just wanna see some faces in my blog ahah.

read this funny story. ahah with an interesting morale of the story.
once upon a time, there was this mouse, who unfortunately was love very much deeply by this frog. this frog very dumbly tied its leg onto his own leg. initially, they were walking on the land, everything was normal. when they came to the pond, the frog brought the mouse into the water. he was then playing happily in the water, totally ignoring what is happening to the mouse. poor mouse was drowned in the water and soon she floated onto the water surface. an eagle flew by and saw the mouse, and dive towards the prey and caught it. the frog was thus brought up together with the mouse, and both become the eagle's food.

morale of the story: having too close a relationship with someone, if met with disaster, one will be pulled down into the water too. (bei la xia shui)

虽然已经有了伤痕，但还是原谅了。曾经一直想要怎么回答你，但我想我是想太多了。

just a gentle reminder to myself.

2) Holiday Assignment for H1 & H2 Physics A set of Physics Holiday Assignment (this is called the HAPPY package) is being left at the Photocopying shop. Please purchase directly from the photocopy shop.There are 2 sets of HAPPY package at the Photocopying shop. One for H1 Physics and one for H2 Physics. For H2 Physics student who is very sure that he / she would be downgrading to H1 Physics in 2007, they can attempt the H1 set of questions.Copies of the suggested answers for the practice questions are available for purchase from the photocopy shop from 26 Oct 2006 onwardsIt is compulsory that students who scored grade E (less than 50%), S and U for their Promotional Exam Physics Papers attempt the questions. Please also approach your Physics tutors to seek consultation and clarification in November.

3) Consolidation Test in Jan 2007 Please note that when you return in 2007 there would be a consolidation test for H1 & H2 Physics. For H2 Physics:20 MCQs (Mainly from TYS, all C1 topics), 2 structured Qns (Topic: Waves & Electric Fields.)

http://community.webshots.com/user/pekchek2 --> pics uploaded for MAF. damn fun! ahaha saw my fav snr (: ahh she v chio! ahha hmm and had a great time drinking milo dinosaur tho.

dont wanna get back papers ): hmm and so fast nxt yr j2 liao! ahhh hmm and then only one person flunked chem (i dont want it to be me) hmm who wants anyway cant they just give back every paper in one day then they can shorten the pain and the anxitey of waiting to know the results ahah.

anyway just now liang's mother called. got a shock ahah tot what happen choy! anyway im getting another set of uniform now i got 4 sets ahah can really wash slowly those kind. and i think i really v kiam can. ahaha take so many. hmm thanks liang anyway! if you still read this blog.

ok MAF ytd for everyone!

damn happy today and yesterday! for some reason! ahahha esp today!!!
whee! cause is like i saw her today and yesterday!!! ahahah so happy!!! and we won second for netball today!! the rachels are like shen2!!!! waseh damn cool!!!! i love them! ahahah is like sure in one i didnt score tho but i think against the 77 one right i think i pulled the team down shitey. crappy but people are too fast for me to catch crappy. sad. feel dui bu qi rachels. but still quite glad we got second. all rachels' de gong lao! hehe. hmm and then 63 today rowing damn zai!!! got sheng and vivien and monic damn cool. then champ for rowing!!! whee! monic you are zai ok! (you tried your best) ahaha anyway still v happy cause of them and everyone!!! (: (: (:

tmr MAF hope not too boring. dunnoe *** will go not. ahahh. oops go also i cannot do anything right. hmmm and tmr got centad stuff. havent done anything! arhs.

You Are Skiing

Graceful, athletic, and gusty - you're willing to put it all on the line.You're willing to take big risks for big rewards.

What Winter Sport Are You?

cool! love it

You Should Be a Musician

You have a rare combinations of talents: an ear for music, nimble fingers, and the willpower to practice.You could master almost any instrument you choose to play (if you haven't already!)

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

this is like totally untrue got a shock when i see the result ahaha

ahah ok im really bored now go and do all these blogthings kopt from youxin anyway i realised that im the same as hanny bunny. apple pie! ahah ok can tell im so bored shall do more.

You Are Apple Pie

You're the perfect combo of comforting and traditional Those who like you crave security

What Kind of Pie Are You?

You Are A Romantic Realist

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

kopt from hanny
quiz!
FAVOURITES
Color: red and blue (esp blue rocks ahah for sometimes)
Food: everything! ahah
Movie: can da chang jin be counted as a movie?
Sport: runnning, soccer, basketball(dribbling i mean), kayaking, etc, im quite a sporty person aint i. but now dont really exercise sad. getting fatter.
Day of the week: friday whee end of week!
Season: winter..love the snow!!! skiing esp ahaha
Ice-cream: every kind (can eat can liao. any one wanna treat? aha)

CURRENT
Mood: stony. but quite happy today plus a bit ... dao by the post promos schedule. think next few days gonna be quite taxing
Taste: sweet. just drank fruit juice.
Clothes: hwa chong fac tee ahaha
Desktop: lee young ae wallpaper (a look at desktop a day keep the doc away.. hmm but she's a doc)
Toenail colour: pink (in the health)
Time: 4.05pm
Surroundings: my room open window greenery around v beautiful
Annoyance: not currently.

FIRST
Best friend: cant really remember (issit ming?)
Crush: a guy
Lie: have i ever lied? oops maybe i did but cant rmb
Music: hmm maybe listened to ABBA music? (my mother loved them)

LASTS
Cigarette: never
Drink: fruit juice
Ride: dad's car home
Crush: a girl (ok not a crush a craze same same la)
Movie: John Tucker Must Die (fancy me watching this kinda show ahaha sommore go watch in cine lehh)
Phone call: mozzie
CD: hmmm i think should be stef sun one. want to buy the collated album!! rocks!
Classical Songs: maybe i play one? ahaha (hips dont lie).
Cry: cant remember (dont rmb all the sad things)

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends: never! hmm... but maybe can try ahahah (ignore the second part)
Broken the law: never
Been arrested: never
Skinny-dipped: never!
Been on TV: never but if i appear i would like be a news reporter (as in interview actors overseas like lee young ae kinda stuff)
Kissed someone that you don't know: err..im not so sui bian please..

4 things you did today: play soccer in school, play mahjong, ka jiao friends, eat
3 things you can hear right now: my sis talking, my mom talking, my sis singing, me typing (chao lame can this question)
5 random facts about me:
Random fact one, i was once a tracker
Random fact two, i cant play the piano well
Random fact three, i love to eat
Random fact four, i like this someone in school (yes a girl ahah dont tell you.. but aint les ok..)
Random fact five, i love to bully people.
4 things that scare me:
1. insects(esp cockraoches joanen please zhao ku me from your tong lei ahaha)
2. doing some embarrassing stuff
3. people killing people dying
4. doing something wrongly that will make you have a very bad ending

7 random music at the moment:1. hips dont lie 2. fei xing bu luo 3.breakaway 4. woosa 5. qian shou 6. lv guang 7. give my love

7 things I say most:
walao! 2. qian bian lo. 3. haiyo 4. ahah 5. waseh 6. HARR 7. really meh

5 things I hate most:
noise 2. keep losing in mahjong 3. getting scolded 4. slow songs 5. people not cooperating

If I can make a wish: ok seeded.

ok here im blogging again. but i really need to express this. siannn cause i just know i didnt pass (didnt want to use that word) my grade 8 again!! but ok this is the first official time i didnt pass my grade 8 (even tho i didnt pass my grade 7 and 8 subsequently as well two year back) but that was cause i wasnt even prepared to take the exam. but was made to do it. (but still it exist the fact that i flunked so many times) seriously issit my fault or that the examiner is too strict. hmmm but my examiner is a girl so far for all those i didnt pass. does it show a trend or doesnt it. i really want to pass my piano exam. ok shall just try for the third time. who knows if i work really hard i will be able to pass one. the last time i pass a piano grade was when hmm i think in 2002 (sec1) ok not that bad la. not so far away. here im j1 how. ARGH. please help me shen2. bless me.


hope i dont go into depression soon.

whee! tomorrow is the start of promos. but i dont think im very prepared. arks shang tian zhen de de bao you wo! anyway i think im starting another craze over teachers. bad bad. but cant help it. she's really vvv nice laa!!! ahhh. ok shall end off here. i really keep thinking of her shitey shitey. better stop and store my brain with stuff and not her. ok bye!

yoyoyo! thanks everyone who sms/ wished me happy birthday and especially those who gave me birthday presents! ahaha thanks alot you made this 17th birthday so memorable (but… having to share the same birthday as jac yeo too. ok shant say anything ahaha) but i know the cake is for me! ahah thanks! and that chocolate cake is really nice. i ate the whole large last chunk by myself at home. aahha so paiseh have to bring that whole big thing on the bus home. but is still v nice. and wah this year really alot of korean stuff and food and my fav de dong dong ahaha. hmm oh and the korean one joanne and wangye gave got CD inside teach you how to speak korean! waseh zai!ahaha. ok and lien and liting burnt this CD for me hehx and yuen and momoliu gave me cards. And mozzie and Isaac (scandalous) gave me Korean drama! Jang dong gun! and wufan gave me a piglet! ahah and my sis is like ai bu shi shou. issit going to be hers instead… hahha zhao dx really gave me a mug ahaha (mugging) kimmi and monic gave me cards too and sweets ahah thanks everyone!

what can i say i really miss her lecture argh. count down less than one week to promos. may god really bless me zhu wo hao yun! bi sheng!!!

argh! im like sick now. bet someone keep talking about me cause i keep SNEEZING NON_STOP! crappy! i think i sneeze like one hundred times le?! really la every 5 mins one time. one hour 12 times. one day 12 times 12 (assuming i dont sneeze in my sleep)=144 so many times. walao. hmm and i hope i better recover soon i hate the feeling of falling sick. my throat pain now. hai. save me.

actually i kinda cant wait for school to reopen oops but that means promos is coming but in the hols i am too slack and i miss attending *** lectures. wanna if she will lecture us again

argh! i need to pass! but im not doing anything?? what can i say. i think im asking deity for too much. i dont sow so what can i reap? ahh i need to get started mann. get a hang of the CARDS.

细水长流

年少时候谁没有梦
无意之中你将心愿透露
就在你生日的时候我将小小口琴送
最难忘记你的笑容

友情的细水慢慢流流进了你我的心中
曾在球场边为你欢呼你跌伤我背负
夜里流星飞渡想象着他日的路途
晚风听着我们壮志无数

年少时候谁没有愁
满腔愤慨唯有你能听得懂
每当我失意的时候你将那首歌吹奏
琴声悠悠解我情愁

岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘

多年以后又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧是否依旧
岁月的细水慢慢流流到了别离的时候
轻拍你的肩听我说朋友不要太惆怅
霓虹纵然再嚣张我们的步履有方向
成败不论切莫将昔日遗忘
多年以后又再相逢
我们都有了疲倦的笑容
问一声我的朋友何时再为我吹奏
是否依旧是否依旧
人生的际遇千百种但有知心长相重
人愿长久水愿长流年少时候

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

http://www.blogthings.com/threequestionpersonalitytest/

You Have A Type B+ Personality

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer A total joy to be around, people crave your stability. While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

http://www.blogthings.com/doyouhaveatypeapersonalityquiz/

hey liang update more often and cheer up k! all of us will be rooting for you in singapore! ahah

You Should Rule Saturn

Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past.

What Planet Should You Rule?

i just bidded my parents bye. they're taking the 11pm (11am sg) plane back home. by right, i should be used to farewells by now, since i've had so many in the past month..

but i'm not.

now i really feel all alone in mapleland. but i will be INDEPENDENT and STRONG! =D

argh! i want my cert!!! crappy. hai didnt they promise to give us certs! crap. hai.

You Should Rule Mars

Mars is a planet that shines brightly and loops wildly around the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mars, because you are both energetic and independent.Like Mars, you seems attractive and bright to others - but you're difficult to pin down. You are a great thinker, but you only think in the present and ignore the future.Full of enthusiasm and inspiration, you are into your own thing... and rather insensitive to others.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatplanetshouldyourulequiz

currently in love with this song and "save the last dance for me" (: (: (: (: wheee!

Save the last dance for me—give my love

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that
Times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night
As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby, the truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night
Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night
I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight

Give my love, through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

just moved into the boarding school yest, this building was built for a motel/inn at first, so it's quite fine. from what i heard, there are very few local students here as it is afterall, an international college. most of the students here are asians, and mostly chinese, judging from the looks of it, so my chinese will probably improve lol -_-" anw the whole of next week will be orientation and lessons will start proper on 21 aug.

right now i'm the only one in my room, as my roommates have not arrived yet. so i think this will be my second night alone, there's so little yang qi here =( my parents have checked into an inn near the hostel and they're leaving canada on mon. by right, i should be fine with this. after all, i'm accustomed to solitude? since being the only child, i've been trained to be alone but not lonely. but sadly, i do feel lonely. back home, whenever i was alone and lonely, i just had to go online and my friends would be there, just a click away, and i know they're always near, as i'll probably see them in school the next day or sth. but it's so different here.. it's so hard to even find access to the internet and also, the different time zones. but i know, like stars, friends will always be there, right? haha.

well at least i have my pillow! yup finally bought a pillow XD yay!

(i have very limited internet access and very poor connection these few days. so if i suddenly vanish when i'm online, it probably means i've mean disconnected and can't reconnect lol. very sorry!)


CULTURE SHOCK - a state of bewilderment and distress experienced by an individual who is exposed to a new, strange or foreign culture.

Stages in the cycle of cross-cultural adaptation:

1. The initial period is one in which everything is new, exciting and interesting. It is fun to explore the new environment.
2. After some time you may find diffculties in adjusting to the new culture more evident and stressful. You may miss certain foods and things you have at home that are not available to you now. Many students feel isolated, irritated, bewildered, depressed or uncomfortable.
3. It is common that individuals who move to a new and different culture come to a point where they reject the people of that country and withdraw into themselves.
4. When a better understanding of the host culture is acquired, you will begin to feel more comfortable in your environment.
5. At this point you are able to interact effectively in the new cultural environment. You find it esay to move between the two cultures.

doing eom. bleahx.

just wanna say something. isnt it quite scary to see people mugging now (ok i know promos is like 7 weeks away. there isnt much time. time is running out.yes. i know) but i still think it is too early to start now. ok maybe this is not the usual me to start so early but i feel like im missing out something if i dont get started. hmm anyway according to my plan i hope to start in time which is after 3 more weeks. 1 month before promos. cant be bothered to flip open a book or tut to study now.

jiayou! yay. i know i can do it. just work the normal way. start slow and steady. dont worry. hehx.

due to some requests, i'm here to blog!

dunno what to say, since i've just emailed practically everyone about how i'm doing over here in CANADA, maple country =D where it is littered with subways, pizza huts, starbucks. i miss yong tau foo and wanton mee lol.

but anyway, i miss you all more. i'm settling down well though, so don't worry.

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime, is certain for those who are friends. - Richard Bach

You Are Bert

Extremely serious and a little eccentric, people find you loveable - even if you don't love them! You are usually feeling: Logical - you rarely let your emotions rule you You are famous for: Being smart, a total neat freak, and maybe just a little evil How you life your life: With passion, even if your odd passions (like bottle caps and pigeons) are baffling to others

The'>http://www.blogthings.com/thesesamestreetpersonalityquiz/">The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

oh my goodness i think this is so true! ahaha joanne ko dont you agree about the "a little evil part"

You Are Japanese Food

Strange yet delicious.Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindoffoodareyouquiz/">What Kind of Food Are You?

You Are a Warrior Soul

You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.You don't give up. You're committed and brave.Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog. You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others. Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

the day is drawing near.. and i've withdrawn. yes dropout.

well just something random i found at hc's blog.

You Are a Prophet Soul



You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

Whee! Sminty here

I haven't blogged here in a long long time! But anyways wheres mich steph yingjie hx cherylim yt liangyan and all the boos??? Liang is flying off soon... This Sunday to be exact.. are we gonna go and see her off? and also we have an outing this friday.. night.. you all free? around 7pm bah I think. At marina bay? Shall we go eat steamboat and fly kites (at night HAHA)... or anything you all suggest.. time can be changed but looks like only friday is possible.. for us lah.

how were your jcts? mine sucked like hell..

had phy spa skill C and D on friday. i think i kinda messed it up abit again i just hope that i can a reasonable level even tho i know i cant get level 8 ): seriously i hate SPA and it takes up 20% of A levels sommore. why do i have to make silly mistakes at this kinda major exams?! same goes for chem hai. poor me. hope that there can be moderation always to help pple like me.

hope that things can change for the better for every next spa. YES. chem and physics rocks man! haveta get it! yes just get the A.

please just kill me and dont let me suffer.

4x4 heats today, and i ran. we didn't qualify. it was fine when sheila and xuelin ran and when the baton got to me, i screwed everything up. 30(?)m lead when i received the baton, and it became 0m lead at the end of my round. great, what's wrong with me?! i can finish 3k, yet i can't even run 400m properly. and snow cried after that race. haiz. we hoped to qualify so badly, being able to contribute just 1 point.. at least 1 point will be such a glory.. .. ..

our own disappointment was offset by the boys' race in the afternoon. WE QUALIFIED after a tough race! yes =D feel so happy for them. hope they'll do even better on the final day!

sign. i guess i will have to work really hard from now on. cause my CA is really bad. argh it is like bulling everything down. sian esp the math alternative assessment?! it is like 10%?@?@ and i got a 4/15 wow. 10% of the whole year man so depressing la!!! hai. i wonder how am i going to be able to get a good overall mark liao that. very saddening. hai and then my blocks also cannot pull that mark up man. as long as you just score 1 mark more in that test than one person, you can just slack, i.e a 10 marks in blocks will equal to your that 1 mark in your that alt assessment so crappy and make me pek chek mannn. siann. . work harder for PROMOS!!! grrr.
watch the glass shoe (korean drama) just now, ahah and one of the female lead said "whenever things are flowing smoothly for me, a mishap will happen. why does it always happens." that exactly explains what i feel. ahhh. jiayou for promos. here i come. (:

"liang is as usual complaining and procrastinating" -_-"

3k this morning! cold and chilly morning cos it rained the whole of last night. anyway i got 12th, of cos i'm happy with the position! i'm easily contented, luckily not last. haha no lah, don't have such low expectations either, but pity it's not 10th =x straight 10s sounds cool =D rj and acjc owned my race. 3 rjcians and 3 acjcians in top 8!

anyway i clocked my best timing so far this year, though still quite off my sec 3 pb. but it was sec 3.. such a long time ago. only regret is that i don't think i ran all out, cos i could still walk around properly after the race lol. my senior said it's cos i had a lousy start. pacing was screwed up as usual.. started too slow, 2nd/3rd last and slowly crawled to 9th last XD whatever it is, it's over! my last race as a tracker! yes.. so fast, come to think of it..

and we didn't qualify for 4x1 boys.. thanks to some stupid cj guy who tripped or lost balance or sth, and fell flat onto our lane in front of our last runner. they got themselves disqualified immediately of cos, but us! the innocent victims! 3s away from qualifying! RUBBISH.

so, just want to say good luck to whoever's reading this and still has a race ba! jiayou, may the force be with you =) have faith!

oh wells, anyway i saw ms tan. and ms yeo. haha! -pokes huixiang-

liang is as usual complaining and procastinating. hmm liang doesnt run away from her problems?? ahah ok shant suan liang ahaha but you ran away from your 3k last yr! crappy liang and doesnt come for trainings and ok blarblarblar. but liang still in track huh. ahaha hmm anyway everything is not going as planned!!! mich and her common tets still havent finish. boo. i wonder if mich is still studyign now. anyway good luck for her.

ok and i hope that there are no major tests coming up AGAIN. when blocks are just over.
series of events planned
29 july: derek tan's potluck (listen out all 402!) it is pot luck this time not BBQ ahaha so you all dont have to stand and BBQ all the food and then not enough food or whatever. hmm and then the time should be 4+pm. issit possible to meet around that time??
(wonder if any 402ers still reads this blog. ok anyway yes settled.)
16 july (tentative): come my house to swim (suet and ming kinda confirmed leh. the others??)
oh my goodness like very busy like that ahah! and there are so many hw. dish.
15 july (tentative): kskp gathering. wanna swim?
is mich free on the 15th???? like really i think liang and cherylim should be free. we better pray that mich can make it.

PASS PASS all the tests (: ! to all.

demoralised! haven't gotten back most of my papers, but this is enough, not even a single BEE lol. i should be glad that i'm leaving huh? but i'm not one who like to run away from my problems. anyway if i continue to slack, i'll face the exact same problems, no matter where i go. thinking about it, i'll be entering U at the end of next year, but i'm still like.. THIS. i've absolutely no idea what i want to be, what course i want to take, and i've no plans on how to achieve what i want. moreover, i lack time management, self-discipline, independence, responsibility and every single positive trait necessary for success. except maybe optimism, which is kinda useless. i should start a 5-year plan, to mug hard! for my future. at least, even if i don't know what course i want to take, i'll be able to choose the uni and course that i want, instead of the other way round. like for Os, i didn't know which jc i wanted to go to, so my aim was to do well so i could choose the jc, instead of the jcs choosing me. and it worked, right?

3k on mon, wonder if it'll just be another demoralising day??

YAY!!! BLOCKS ARE OVER (:(:(: oops i think i repeated this at my class blog too. ahaha anyway so happy that it is over actually, and i cant wait to meet up with liang mich and cheryl (:(:(: but mich still has her common tests until next week?!?! what crap is that hai ok so i see we have to postpone our gathering. to play cards and block catching again!!! ahahaha so fun! i still remember all the fun times (:(: anyway yes jiayou mich!!!

and i wonder if she still patronise this blog ok. hmmm

whee mid-years officially ended this morning! with physics being the last trial hur. section c was a KILLER, for me at least. cos my physics is lousy i know. but anyway this whole mid-year exams have been terrible for me. i don't even have a single subject which will guarantee me a pass.. that pathetic! slacked too much, studied too little, and apparently staying up till 2/3am the night before the exam to mug and squeeze infinite information into my tiny and saturated brains doesn't help (saturated with air and cotton). but at least it's over for now! we'll see how everything turns out. i think i will fail math arghhh =x MATH! i will have a wonderful report card to take away with me.. great!

resumed training (first in 2 weeks) after phyiscs paper. i still feel so slow and lousy, and unprepared for the race but ready to get owned. i shouldn't have stopped running at the middle of last year and start of this year, the least i could have done was to go jogging once a fortnight or something. but all i knew was to slack and i didn't run at all for almost a year, totally lost the momentum. i wonder if i've deproved to my sec 1/2 standard yet? anw 10 more days to my race, nothing much can be done now. what is done cannot be undone.

ok enough of unpleasant stuff. went out after training with sk, zj, zy, alvin, tt and their friends alford and some other guy. actually it was supposed to be a class thing i think? but the turnout's quite terrible, so lol. went lanning - i've finally been introduced to DotA - Defence of the Ancients! DotA terminology is amusing, CREEPS are computer-controlled little monsters. and there's a practice called FARMING lol. and mana power reminds me of maple. i'm such a noob XD sk, zy and i are all noobs, and we always occupy the bottom of the score chart thing, but i've never occupied the last row before! =p anyway i think it's quite fun ahaha, it's not hard to understand why some pple are so addicted to it. been ages since i last played comp games, the last comp game i played is maplestory, and that was last year! had so much fun today! made me forget about whatever worries i had for a while =) long weekend ahead! perfect for slacking pia-ing gp and pw!

PASS! PASS! PASS!!! HERE I COME!!! YES!

boo outing yesterday!! yay thanks to all who went, which is actually only smint, cheryl, yiting and me haha. as there was a last minute change of plan from kbox-ing to a study session, yingjie and steph didn't want to come. sorry! maybe we can have a relaxing session after common tests!

we spent the whole afternoon at mos burger eating, talking and attempting to study in between more eating (esp fattie of cos), talking and taking pictures. took so many photos of stupid fattie.. stuffing food into her HUGE mouth =x shall upload them soon haha! anw thanks for the fun time, though it wasn't a very productive session. i managed to finish 5 pages of my econs notes in 4h? yiting did 5 pages of her physics notes. cheryl and smint progressed at about the same rate too lol o_0 jiayou and study hard for your common tests!

had primary school gathering today, reminiscing about the "good old days" back in dazhong. climbing the "hill", playing catching and mushroom at the tiny pavillion and ecopond area, puppet show at my house, making the gardenia snoopy.. really treasure all those beautiful memories. even though i can only recall bits and pieces now. will never forget the 6 years in dz, one of the happiest times of my life.. and i finally told my pri school friends about my leaving. they looked so shocked haha. since we've managed to keep in touch for the past 4+ years, i'm sure we can continue to do that?

distance won't matter if the hearts are linked. if you want to keep in touch with someone, there's always a way. that's what i believe.

ok going to zao now, so much work to do! and i may have a race tmr! =x btw you all should make a trip to woodlands regional library some day =)



i like this song's melody haha.
为了抢快乐搞得不快乐
为什么人总那么傻呢 (change encoding to unicode)

jiayou liang! you can do it! ahaha one year without me. its your turn! it was mine last year and i clocked my pb. so you will clock yours without me ahah!

my chess (nats) is over (: hahaha

block tests COMING!! AHHH

the holidays are almost drawing to a close, and i'm still what you'd call yi shi wu cheng! sigh- there're still so many things to be done and so many ongoing activities! currently, the rest of this week is totally packed for me while i have no activities planned for next week yet. so i'd better make good use of the last week of my hols, or i'd regret when it's time to get back my "wonderful" results. i hope i won't fail physics and econs =x

last official holiday training today! woohoo? or maybe not. i still feel pretty unprepared, the result of slacking for the past 4+ years =( who to blame but myself? oh well. having been in track and field for almost 5 years, nationals have always been very important. and this year will be my last year taking part in nats, thus i just hope to do my best and perform. hx, give me some power!! hmmm, had the toughest training of my LIFE on mon.. 10x200. since when have i done that?! not even in nygh i think, the most we did was 7x200? and i survived =') i'm sure i'll improve if we train like that every training LOL. that'll be crazy though.

quite busy this hols cos of the many reunions i have.. for apparent reasons. i've always liked this kind of gatherings, cos i'm a nostalgic pig. bleh. it's not good to be too sentimental sometimes, holding on to past memories and people, whom you may no longer be significant to. over-sentimentality will lead to the downfall of man. is it? well anw, last week was sec 1/2 clique reunion, and there's BOO OUTING on fri! yay, possible activities are ice-skating and kbox! smint said she'll be treating us =D can't wait!

had better retreat to my cozy haven now! have pw meeting at KOVAN at 9am tmr. means i'll have to travel more than halfway across singapore again -_-" and finally going to watch da vinci code haha.

Be careful the environment you choose for it will shape you; be careful the friends you choose for you will become like them. - Stone, W. Clement

There is no great future for any people whose faith has burned out. - Jones, Rufus M.

Once upon a time there was a bunch of tiny frogs who arranged a running competition.

The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.

A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants....

The race began....

Honestly:

No one in crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.

You heard statements such as:

"Oh, WAY too difficult!!"

"They will NEVER make it to the top."

or:

"Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"


The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one....

Except for those, who in a fresh tempo, were climbing higher and higher....

The crowd continued to yell, "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"

More tiny frogs got tired and gave up....

But ONE continued higher and higher and higher....

This one wouldn't give up!


At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who, after a big effort, was the only one who reached the top!

THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?


A contestant asked the tiny frog how he had found the strength to succeed and reach the goal?

It turned out....

That the winner was DEAF!!!!


The wisdom of this story is:

Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic.... because they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you -- the ones you have in your heart!

Always think of the power words have.

Because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!

Therefore:

ALWAYS be....

POSITIVE!

And above all:

Be DEAF when people tell YOU that you cannot fulfill your dreams!

just got back from china last night, after a 2-week trip to beijing to visit relatives. it was a fun and meaningful stay, as i managed to catch up with quite a lot of pple. haven't been back for 5+ years, and it's so much different, so many changes have taken place during my absence. my family shifted once, from the city to the suburbs, in consideration that my grandparents prefer the slower-paced life and less polluted suburbs. and time gives no one leeway, people have aged.. really fast..

oh and it's also my first plane trip ALONE!! though i encountered some rather stupid problems on my way back, i managed to overcome all the trials and tribulations and reached singapore in one piece. so proud of myself ahaha =D

i also visited the great wall of china for the first time of my entire 17 years of existence. a magnificient and stupendous ancient structure! almost died climbing it though, literally. something that left an impression on me was the many locks stringed together along one of the walls. my uncle said it's something like: you can put your lock there. years and decades later, your descendents can come and unlock it. for what i dunno, but it's just pretty interesting.

and of cos, i'll never let my mouth rest, wherever i go. so we tried many things.. peking duck, local buns, korean bbq etc. i still can't get enough of the buns. well and on my first night there, i actually managed to eat 3 bowls of rice during dinner! =o

enough about my trip lah haha. had training today, still about the same standard i think, neither deproved or improved. sigh, at least i didn't deprove in these 2 weeks huh. and surprisingly, i actually went jogging thrice on my own when i was overseas haha. stayed back to chalk out the track banner design. dunno why 4 figures took us 3h+ to draw?!? well at least we got some bountiful "harvests" hoho XD

look forward to track camp next week! it's a 3-day camp, from mon to wed. sadly it's not an overnight camp but i hope it'll be fun and memorable anyway. well we will make it so =) and i'm in the food comm, just to my liking AHAHAHA. there'll be a total of 8h of study sessions though.. i must aspire to utilize the time fully and catch up on my schoolwork!!

indeed, i agree with hx that simplicity is irreversible. and sometimes, it isn't a bad thing leading simple lives and having simple minds. my grandfather's memory is deproving (exponentially?) and he's becoming really senile, to the extent that it's a little shocking. but my family has accepted the fact that it may not be that bad a thing. at least he doesn't remember all the sad things in his life and doesn't constantly worry about them. his mind is like a small treasure trove, where all his few most precious memories are stored.. at least he's a happy old man.. we, who have relatively such good memory, remember most of the things we want to and need to remember, as well as those which we don't want to recall. and doesn't this add to our sorrow and pain?

hmmm. 2 more weeks of the holidays left, so much to do and so much to catch up on. and in response to huixiang's post on 17 may: YEAH, can we find time for a boo/kskp outing? i miss you all too. and hx, mich and cheryl: seriously we should consider having a macritchie outing/hike, i kind of miss mac haha. relive those wonderful memories (and trainings x.X) we had there! and our first inter-school medal haha, i'll never forget. yes ny will rock track this year, they'll burn the track with their wonderful timings and standings! =)

went to NYJC volunteerism seminar cum interact exco installation. thought it would be really boring but it turned out to be otherwise! its like really intrigueing and meaningful. like this phrase someone mentioned really leaves a lasting impression on me. here it goes: simplicity is irreversible. many times we flew over to those third world places such as the rural areas in thailand hoping to bring them a better lives by building all the houses for them but at the same time we seemed to be doing something rahter paradoxical. without those globalisation that we are bringing in they seemed to be already very happy living their own kind of simplistic lifestyle. they are so happy and contented. but we are trying to change it by adding all these modern architectures. i totally agree la! sometimes you dont need all these luxuries to be happy, as long as you know how to be contented and happy in life i think thats enough.

back here in singapore there is like competition everywhere and not all the people are as dan chun as them. which i dont really like? there is xin ji in people and you cant exactly trust people here. i have got these experiences where friends betrayed me so... yes. friends who were once so close can actually think that you have other motives when you do something which is totally saddening. and i hate it when people lie. not real not genuine and out there to cheat people who are very innocent. (well i think i m quite ignorant and innocent at some times and i like it) at least i dont lie.

come to think about it,
i dont mind living their kinda life where people can just be happy.where people are just pure and real and sensitive, given a chance if this isnt such a realistic world where people only see your credits, i would just give up my studies and do some charity work and help people around the world. improving the lives of others is much more meaningful than studying seriously. but you cant do all these without money. my dream (DREAM, its hard to realise this so all i can do is just dream) is to earn lotsa money and provide free medical treatment to people (maybe not in singapore some other third world countries).

i feel happy and contented now (:

anyunghaseyo! ahhh i m really going to miss korean and i m really going to miss the teacher as well! she rocks man!!! she is so nice got free trip from bukit panjang to bourna vista. so nice. and i know quite some korean now. the crash course is really nice. (: (: (: (: (: (: (: and studying in korea is really tough man have to learn so many subjects and languages and then only 4 hours sleep per day. wahhh so cham.

why cant the sabbaticals last longer mann. i dont mind learning it more la. i think my both runs really rockrockrock!!! just that windsurfing gives me a tan and a peel. ok shant talk more. cause i cant express it really well. and then i wanna type in korean but i dunnoe how. i dunnoe eng to korean or korean to eng la... only know some but at least i know to read (: ahahah

kamsahamida. (:

i think i did the most dotdot thing today. handed in the application form for nothing. didnt know that phy is not applicable for sem 1. dottttttt. ahahaha bish. aniwae think i will just have to get it back from mr thomas. hope that he is not too angry ahaha.

korean rocks!!!

happy birthday fattie!
in advance XD

yay end of term!

cousin's wedding!!

ahhh!!! so happy today! went back to malaysia again cause today's my cousin's wedding! and his bride is so chio can!!!! very pretty!! big big nice nice eyes! then my cousin also very shuai4 and macho! perfect match!!! ahhahaa. and then they did alot of funny stuff. then my cousin always kena sabo-ed to do stuff. ahahah so fun! i think malaysia weddings are really traditional (which is really good) and funky cause they really follow all the xi shu. love it. love the chinese wedding tradition. would love mine to be like that next time. ahahah. ok crapping. aniwae i thnk my cousin's wedding is just really cool. i think their baby will be v cute and macho or pretty. currently still in the high mood. and i video-camed the process down! weee. so happy. but the thing is i dunnoe why i cant load it into the com!!! crappy. aniway they said that it has to do sth with the usb??? haiya. next time then make but can watch on TV shuang! chio and shuai4= zai!!!

looking forward to windsurfing tmr.

yay!
so happy end of term!
liang really had such a nice birthday man! ahah

whee! managed to sign in before 12am haha XD this year's birthday celebration is probably one of the best, if not the best, i've ever had. it's also a very meaningful bday to me, as it may be the last birthday i'll celebrate in singapore for the next 4-5 years? oh wells, that makes this birthday even more special i guess =) and it's the first time i had 3 birthday cakes on a single day. ahaha.

thanks to everyone for everything you have done to make my day a most memorable one! esp 28/06 and aj track & field team! during our first break, our class celebrated the birthdays of may babies, so pearl, marcus and i had a joint chocolate cake. and the ironic thing is there were not enough slices, and the last 6 pple had to share 3 slices or something. and pearl and i shared a serving of our cake -_-"

yup, and the track cake. was really surprised and touched that the team got a cake.. so that's what the warm-up to the canteen was for haha. and everyone was acting ignorant, as if they didn't know anything. joanne was like "why are we going to the canteen?" DIAO. but i really really appreciate it very very much! thank you all!

thanks to the boo family too! for the sms-es/ blog entries/ phone calls =D half of you (ie yiting the fattie, cheryl the stick, hx the kskp ceo and smint the sai) remembered, at least! (mich! =[ edit on 19 may: ok mich didn't forget after all, though it came a day later =))

thanks for making me feel blissful!

at home


28/06 - celebrating the birthdays of pearl, marcus and i


track and field :)

most important thing today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIANG BOO CHINA!!!
all the best in future!

happiness brought to you by kiam boo huixiang (:(:(:(:(:(:

yes! second last day of the term but there is a physics test tomorrow. supposed to be studying but nvm take a break now ahaha. hmmm yay! we are finally changing our GPP. i m so happy. i hope the new one can be much better and more interesting! and our group is like no input or output like that.! ah!. maybe something interesting would be to do about music. so nice ahaha. ok in my opinion. hmmm at least it sounds nice. and got back so many tests today. well. what can i say. hmmm i cant wait for tomorrow to end! and then we can go watch youxin bowl! weee. hope that HC netball trash their opponent today! go HC!!!

summary of these 2 terms = flunking test term. all you go to school is to flunk tests so whats the point of going to school man! was telling elaine that. hai. aniwae i am really REALLY REALLY gonna work hard for my blocks. ok my plan that is. dunnoe what will happen during the hols since like one week will be gone 2 days physics camp 3-4 days ubin camp ba. yes. WOW! really need to plan my time properly.

one thing that is constantly disturbing me is the GPP. cause i really cannot contribute to it and i really have no interest in it. bleahx. so how? can we change the topic? if not i will feel really horrible. i donnoe anything single knowledge about it. hai. i m in for the cleanliness that one. i think it will be really nice and easy and interesting to do. maybe can we change to that? and chiochio has to support his own PI. ahahha

hmmm and i m always online. something bad too. maybe not getting into both exco is a good thing. there are just too much work. excuses maybe. and i hope that i can pass the bio test that will be returned tomorrow. all the best to me!

and a note to all trackers: liang and mich and cheryl: will you all be going down to support nats? track and field or is liang in canada liao. aniwae can we meet and have a gathering for kskp?? ahhh! i miss kskp. nanyang is going to rock track this year.

shall blog about the stupid yet simple me. first i flunked my chem test again. AGAIN. i onli passed one chem test out of 4. shit.
secondly i didnt make it to interact exco. shitshit. but nvm at least i made some good friends.
thirdly i didnt make it to chess and bridge exco. shit.
fourthly i got so much hw and tuts to do. crap.
fifthly GPP is kinda anyhow do. crapcrap.
life is full of shit and crap.

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i am hating this life. crappy no time to stop at all. sometimes i just wish that time can freeze. my brains are not working in the normal way they are supposed to... hai they only wanna rest and watch dachangjin oops. ahahaha ok and then yay! [we are] i am a semi-finalist of the VBC challenge. full stop. kinda expected. ahaha nonsense. and still got what. artemis didnt win for sports day lose by 5 points!!!! argh.... maybe i shld have go anyhow participate in more events to earn a one point for the fac.... :( nvm we still won ares!!! yay!!! and there is a chem test tomorrow big big one and why am i still here and online and not studying (i dont wanna use the word mugging cause i aint no muggle) and i hate that term why do ppl like to use it so much. maybe they just cant differentiate between mugging and studying. i bet joanne will agree with me. oh and that day we had a fun time complaining about XXX (onli dawn and joanne will know) ya. so shuang man. how i wish i can just be smarter or more hardworking.

my mother bought a book on lee young ae for me!!! weee!! she is so chio la!! inside got so many pics. and there is a tagline saying sth like yi ge ying ai neng man zhu ni yi tian de xu yao (: i think it is so true for me ahahah!

ho! so glad this week's finally over! it has got to be the busiest week this term i think. uh math test on mon, gp and chem mock test on tue, napfa test on wed, econs and physics mock spa on thurs. WOW. at least fri's off as a reward, and i just slept half my day away.

happy birthday jk! =)

well went for choir concert yest, but due to unforeseen circumstances, (dunno how someone can actually get on the train before realizing it's in the wrong direction..), managed to miss the first quarter of the concert. but it was quite a wow experience haha, taste of some high end music. there were some songs from final fantasy which were very nice. and the alumni choir sang short people.. quite amusing haha. it's discrimination against short pple! XD

Short People

Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
To live

They got little hands
Little eyes
They walk around
Tellin' great big lies
They got little noses
And tiny little teeth
They wear platform shoes
On their nasty little feet

Well, I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
`Round here

Short People are just the same
As you and I
(A Fool Such As I)
All men are brothers
Until the day they die
(It's A Wonderful World)

Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
To love

They got little baby legs
That stand so low
You got to pick 'em up
Just to say hello
They got little cars
That go beep, beep, beep
They got little voices
Goin' peep, peep, peep
They got grubby little fingers
And dirty little minds
They're gonna get you every time

Well, I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
'Round here

the da vinci code will be released in singapore on 18 may. yeah man =D

it's already the end of week 7. 3 more weeks before term 2 comes to a close, june hols, followed by mid-years, nationals and it'll be july in NO TIME. that sounds real fast and i guess i'm already counting down. the feeling of leaving just seems so.. abstract, unreal, and.. saddening. i wonder what it'll be like?! life will probably continue as normal for everyone, they'll get used to my absence soon. but i wonder if i will be able to do the same - move on? for others, just one person is leaving their world but to me, i'm leaving my world behind.. to a foreign land.. filled with maple leaves and old folks? =x oops.

well but i don't regret my decision. not yet at least. i've always considered myself to be an optimistic person, but i think more optimism will do me good -_-" "How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying." that's true in a way? i haven't set my mind on a specific career yet but i'm trying my best to go for opportunities which i think will give me better future prospects? haha. hmmm sacrifices have to be made in order to achieve more? well, that we'll see. i look forward to a new learning and social environment and i want to go out there and see the world, but.. inevitably, fear always comes with changes, and that's not an exception in my case. i just have to get used to it i guess =)

in the mean time, i shall cherish the remaining few months i have! (sounds weird..) and i aim to study hard enough to not fail any more tests, and do well for common tests and mid-years! lol. and i hope my timing will improve soon!

Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
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wow i cant believe this! ahahaa i m so romantic (:

You fancy a mental challenge! You go for the brainy type!

Let's put it this way; you would never date the Scarecrow from the Wizard of Oz. A bloke without a brain is not the man for you! Your Mr. Right is well-read, extremely knowledgeable, and can beat anyone at Trivial Pursuit. He can hold his own in any intellectual conversation, and he has an insatiable desire to learn. You prefer a strong mind rather than strong muscles and have no patience for someone who considers telly mentally stimulating. Whether it's because he can take apart a computer and rebuild it at the speed of light or the way he can recite the price of any stock on the market, his brainpower impresses you. You love to learn, and there's no better knowledge than the sort you get from someone you love!

NOOO pls don't be mistaken, i don't go for nerds! but some brains would be good of cos XD haha and hx goes for clowns, it'll be quite amusing to have 2 clowns in the family, and baby clowns!! fattie's is preppy lol!

anw this quiz is taken from fattie's blog, and it's more accurate hur.
Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You must be havin' a laugh! You go for the clown type!

Laughter is the way to your heart. A man with a fab sense of humour is definitely the one for you! You want a Clown, someone who can laugh at himself and make you laugh, too. There's nothing more tedious than a man who takes himself too seriously. You know that if a chap is silly, he's generally self-confident and secure. Your man is a people magnet and everyone's favourite friend. There's never a dull moment with your clown nearby. You crave excitement and a bit of a laugh, and your clown enhances those things in your life. You probably think life is too short to spend it without a smile. Your witty lad will ensure that that doesn't happen - his light hearted and silly ways make everything a little bit brighter.
http://uk.tickle.com/test/whosyourtypef/select.html

common tests officially start next week, with physics being the first trial. hur PHYSICS.. my most hated science, since i only take 2 anyway. maths and econs in week 8 and chem in week 9. and spa is in week 9 and 10, though i think it doesn't really concern me? anyway, i hope to do well! but fat hope cos apparently, i haven't been doing anything about it?! someone save me pls! arghhh. looks like i still can't achieve my lifelong dream of becoming a mugger yet.

sports meet on thurs, my first and last aj sports meet haha. anyway, jaguar won the cheerleading comp and 3rd overall in terms of gold medal counts! yay and i think our banner rocks, at least it's the biggest (or rather longest) and thus, seems quite impressive =p it was worth staying back these few days to do it i guess. our class didn't manage to win 8x50 cos of some hiccups, but at least we still have next year for 4x1 and 4x4, no more 8x50 though. cos 8 girls - 1 = 7.. =o

well on a happier note, at least i don't have to be stressed up over my pi which seems kinda screwed, cos the future benefits of my proposal are too trivial. however, that problem still needs and awaits a solution as my group is using it for gpp -_-" anyway boo family, jiayou for your PIs! (mich doesn't need to do, right?)

at this rate, this will turn into my personal blog soon. am i the only one free enough to blog? -_-" i guess everyone prefers to blog on their own blogs? haha.)

i feel fortunate.

just read from the sunday times earlier this evening about joan chan, this ex-rgs and rj girl, who is currently battling the final stage of tongue cancer. she's so young and smart, and no doubt has a bright and promising future ahead.

"i will not give up till the very end and i hope i will be remembered in your hearts as a fighter always."

i've been really troubled this past month, especially lately. and i thought this is one of the hardest choices to make. but compared to her problem, mine's almost equal to nothing. at least i have a chance to live the life i want to live, and do what i wanna do. i'm glad that i'm given the opportunity to choose and decide what i want the next stage of my life to be. and i'm almost sure that this opportunity will provide the best for me.

from choosing jcs, i've already understood that we can't possibly have the best of both worlds. and this decision has made me realize the essence of that phrase even more. we give some, we take some, and we can never have everything we dream of having - that's just life, isn't it? filled with choices.

and today, i've made a decision concerning the next 4 years (and possibly more) of my life. even though i regret not being able to graduate with my class and friends, not being able to get back A level results with them and cry together (in joy i hope), i believe my choice will give me what i need and make me a step closer to achieving and fulfilling my dreams.

family ties and friends have always been a very important aspect of my life, cos i know i'll always have the support of my loved ones, no matter what. and to whoever i know who's reading this, you know you'll always have mine too. no matter where i am, or where i'll be going, i'll always cherish my family and friends and not forget my roots.

to my pw group - pearl, zhanyong, taiming, sean (if you all ever see this)
i'm sorry i won't be able to endure the pw experience with you all. and thanks for thinking so highly of my idea! =D i'll still try to help you all in whatever ways i can, regardless of whether you all decide to continue using my idea or not. after all, our group's values include peace-loving and we are a team. hope you all will remember our values forever yeah!! jiayou and work hard towards that a1! you all have my blessing =)

whee aj family day today and my class's stall, potato fantasy was a huge success! =) it was so popular that people still demanded for nachos and fries even after everything was sold out. dunno how i spent my $6 worth of coupons? fried ice cream, chocolate fruits, cocktail, milo dinosaur. so all my money was spent food haha, and those made up my lunch! oh plus other pple's food and kop-ed nachos, fries and cheese from my own stall =p there were games as well like haunted house. heard that the ghosts were really funny -_-" had reverse bungee, bungee run (which was highly entertaining and amusing to watch), and even had lan or specifically, dota stations! =o though saturday's gone just like that, it's a really worthwhile experience and a day filled with fun haha!

so much homework though! arghhh =x

wah! today got tahan challenge (which means ask you to tahan the challenge) wahseh is worse than track training i would rather go for 10 trainings and slack then go this challenge anymore man! ahaha buay tahan. is like ok first from school set off
first station: namly hill. walked the long way. and joe and weilong complaining and chit-chatting. then reach a dead end make a detour finally reach the stop. HAI. and then after that right go to the next station.
second station: bukit timah hill. the only bus that we take throughout the entire journey. walked up the hill to visitor centre, then the person tell us our next stop. cant they just tell us the next checkpoint if there are no tasks to be done?! ok aniway we walked down the hill and then up again cause we walked the wrong route. wasted lots of time
thrid station: rifle range road. build a dome tent.
fourth station: rifle range link (near golf course). solve a math question
then after walking further on a "monster" came running out after a person came screaming out from behind the bush. and we didnt know we are supposed to run?! no one reacted to this... ahhaha!
fifth station: the donno-what tower solve a sudoku there. (my fav station)
sixth station: fitness corner at macritchie do a few incline PU to get your food and drinks...
seventh station: WALK from macritchie to toa payoh--after you reach climb the 40 storeys block. answer 1 question at each 5th storey?! madness lah. if answer wrong walk down 5 storeys and up again
last stop: bishan park
AND ALL THIS IS WALKING AND TREKKING ON FOOT. no bus!!! can die.?!!?! running is seriously easier. but one thing is that fortunately i no need to carry backpack if not you wont see me at the finishing point.

haven't blogged for ages and i've a sudden unexplainable inspiration to blog haha. jc life is so fast-paced, we're almost halfway thru term 2 and that's more than one-eighth of 2 years of jc life gone! just like that. rushing for lectures, tutorials, slacking during chinese lessons and breaks, and that's how i passed my 13 weeks in jc so far. i kind of miss life back in nygh, those crappy, lame, but fun days of fooling around with the boo family. i hope you guys are doing great? huixiang i miss you so much!!

thinking about hx reminds me of national x-country, which is.. 2 days away! -_-" and frankly, i haven't been doing any serious training for the past 9? (or maybe even more) months, much less talk about being prepared to race. and, i haven't ran a good race in like.. 2 years? haha. hmm rewinding a bit.. it doesn't hurt to look back and reminisce about the past once in a while XD

my 4 years in track are very memorable indeed even though trainings were so tough (although we slacked a lot too) and if given a chance to choose again, i think i agree with hx that i will choose this way all over again =)

sec 1 - we were all newbies and didn't know one another well. our first race was swift, during the june hols. and i remember running 1.5k with hx, shizhen and chengshan. and i think i was last out of all of them.. so demoralizing -_-" haha. for most of that year, i was living in my own world and was quite ignorant about what was happening and the people around me haha. i think i only knew cheryl, huixiang, shizhen and chengshan? haha!

sec 2 - our first major race - nat x-country! at sentosa! it was so shiok when the four of us came in 7th, 8th, 9th and 10th in our heats, which were overall 20th, 23rd, 26th, 29th. (if i remembered correctly) great team spirit (and coordination) haha! =D later that year, cs, hx and me ran for 1.5k and 3k nats and we only qualified for 3k finals. cs quit track that same year too. and this is the year when mich the greedy pig became a part of my life =D and those card games after school with hx, mich and cheryl heh. bridge! taidee! haha XD

sec 3 - we managed to clock pretty good timings during x-country at turf city. hx and me turned into purists, specializing only in 3k. and we were running buddies (aka butties) lol. i feel quite proud to be a 3k runner, the longest event for girls, dunno about hx haha. and we (mich, cheryl, hx and me) were ms tan's most "hardworking" athletes.

sec 4 - our first inter-school medal! we created a miracle in the slackers' history! i'll never forget the x-country relay at macritchie, when hx, mich, andrea and me formed team 44. and won something!! yes. still remember mich and me screaming like mad when they announced the results =D also i "abandoned" hx that year and she had to run 3k nats herself. but i think she clocked a good timing anw =)

i never realized just how big a part track played in my sec school life until now. i've made so many close friends like huixiang, cheryl and mich, and somehow the bond that we share is just different and unique from the rest of my friends, say my classmates. maybe it's because of the years of seemingly "unsurvivable" trainings that we've endured thru together, or perhaps it's cos the cheering and encouragement we gave one another before and during comps, or maybe we can relate to each other better since we share the same goals. whatever it is, it has no doubt made a difference to all of our lives i'm sure.

nylongd trailblazers. we leave the track charred.

x-country in 2 days, my first major race without huixiang as my running buddy (butty). i will run the nylongd way! persevere and do my best! yep =D

(wonder if anyone will bother reading this entry? like i said, i just felt like rambling =))

life has been kinda stressful in hwachong now. and the onli thing i am looking forward to is CCA and SABBATICALS!!!--windsurfing and KOREAN!!! omg i have always wanted to learn korean man!! korean rocks! i know some through watching repeats and repeats of da chang jin. hehx. despo. and lotsa tests are coming up while lotsa are over and i flunked so many. whats the point of taking this tests mannnn.


and please there are lotsa unreliable stuff floating around. HAI. will anyone ever belive that nothing is true.

TERESA!!! CSS! LI WEI SONG LI SI SONG!!! AHHH!!!!

got back potions test today. the grading system is abit weird. on one hand i m glad i passed but on the other hand i didnt do as well as others. so weird feelings inside me. hai and i didnt know the percentage for this test is so much! crazy la. ahaha but fortunately it is a H1 onli.

CRAP! i spend the entire of my weekend on the stupid egg GRRR. why must there always be something new for our batch. ok it might be good on the whole but sometimes it is really bad, like this one espeically. BUILD A STRUCTURE FOR AN EGG SO THAT WHEN THE EGG IS DROPPED FROM 2 STOREYS IT WONT BREAK! quite easy but look at the materials that we can use only TOOTHPICKS AND GLUE ONLY. WALAO. i really wanna recommend my juniors to take phy next time cause they will have so much fun as well.

me and my twin! (liang your cam is weird)

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liang! if you know how to link people can help me link? i created a new blog (: and then i am very pathetic at all the html stuff. crap. so just help me with the link of my chess blog to rocksnstones. thanks. its http://seekerinchess.blogspot.com

today had charms test. can be prepared but there is simply no time to finish it and all my facts clonked up. like stuff that can be memorised. i didnt expect charms to be like that. maybe should learn to be more precise while practicing the spells.

and had potions and defence against the dark arts quite some time ago. didnt think it was v well done either but hope that it is still reasonable. its over thats the best.

no astronomy or transfiguration test so far (: hehx looks like term 1 is over and term 2 is super packed. not much fun YET.

had quidditch that day it was individuals seeker have to seek the snitch on their own. and i g0t 12 out of 38. hmm not bad i guess. but could have won sth if i didnt make so many mistakes crap. but good experience.

new school term begins and may the adventure begins as well (:

back in action!

yay we now have a boo family friendster account at
www.friendster.com/profiles/theboofamily

and a boo family shutterfly photo collection. everyone has an album consisting of their tootest and most ridiculous photos! =D (ask smint, yiting or me for the pword whahaha)
www.boofamily.shutterfly.com

good luck to everyone in their new jcs! we shall all aspire to master the art of mugging soon! XD miss you all!

this is the start.

1 The Ministry of Education (MOE) will be releasing the posting results for the 2006 Joint Admissions Exercise (JAE) on Friday, 3 Mar 2006 at 8 am. Students can obtain their posting results through the following means:

• The Joint Admissions Exercise Webpage
• The MOE Hotline, at telephone number: 6691-2131
• Posting lists, which will be displayed at the junior colleges (JCs) and
  Millennia Institute (MI) for students currently attending these institutions to
  refer to.
• Hardcopy posting results by mail on or after 3 Mar 2006 , which all applicants
  will receive.

2 Students currently in a JC or MI are advised to check their posting results at their respective institutions.

3 Candidates posted to JCs and MI should report to these institutions on 6 Mar 2006 at 7.30 am . Candidates posted to a polytechnic or Institute of Technical Education (ITE) course will receive further instructions and an enrolment package from the respective institutions by mail.

4 Applicants who wish to appeal for a transfer to another JC, polytechnic, ITE or the MI should approach the institution of their choice directly.

i just realised sth really interesting and coincidental. look at the time that my previous post is and look at liang's second latest post. SAME TIME. diff dates onli. and liang please recover soon. i bet i m sick cause of you! i m also sick la! once per month also.CRAP.

today is such a happy day! cause HCI team got third! hehx. and mainly made up by hongji, qing hua, fang tao, song yi da, wee seng, ri hui and me (me and ri hui are reserved) and then cause all the zai teams are there so of course use the full power from hci. so for the first few matches i slack and walk arouind and see people play damn shuang :) ahah. and then later there is RJC "C" team and then they only have 4 players. and i am at the fifth table so walk over! omg so cool la. so i slacking again. weee. what i can say is that all the guys from HCI are pro zhes. really good lo. lucky i nv play. if not everything GG. hehx. and then they all v funny! today is really a good day :) really enjoyed myself looking at people playing. and then some times there are just blind spots. and then you got free stuff for people.

the nicest part is that reserved players also got medal! ahaha. i nv play then got free medal. is like so rare can. in NY run until like MAD then got NOTHING ok! so i guess that be a reserved is really not bad! hmmm can jiayou for people also. HCI team rocks! HC KEBABA :)

what i can conclude is that i need to practice and train more for chi chess. if not wah really cmi.