sign. i guess i will have to work really hard from now on. cause my CA is really bad. argh it is like bulling everything down. sian esp the math alternative assessment?! it is like 10%?@?@ and i got a 4/15 wow. 10% of the whole year man so depressing la!!! hai. i wonder how am i going to be able to get a good overall mark liao that. very saddening. hai and then my blocks also cannot pull that mark up man. as long as you just score 1 mark more in that test than one person, you can just slack, i.e a 10 marks in blocks will equal to your that 1 mark in your that alt assessment so crappy and make me pek chek mannn. siann. . work harder for PROMOS!!! grrr.
watch the glass shoe (korean drama) just now, ahah and one of the female lead said "whenever things are flowing smoothly for me, a mishap will happen. why does it always happens." that exactly explains what i feel. ahhh. jiayou for promos. here i come. (:

"liang is as usual complaining and procrastinating" -_-"

3k this morning! cold and chilly morning cos it rained the whole of last night. anyway i got 12th, of cos i'm happy with the position! i'm easily contented, luckily not last. haha no lah, don't have such low expectations either, but pity it's not 10th =x straight 10s sounds cool =D rj and acjc owned my race. 3 rjcians and 3 acjcians in top 8!

anyway i clocked my best timing so far this year, though still quite off my sec 3 pb. but it was sec 3.. such a long time ago. only regret is that i don't think i ran all out, cos i could still walk around properly after the race lol. my senior said it's cos i had a lousy start. pacing was screwed up as usual.. started too slow, 2nd/3rd last and slowly crawled to 9th last XD whatever it is, it's over! my last race as a tracker! yes.. so fast, come to think of it..

and we didn't qualify for 4x1 boys.. thanks to some stupid cj guy who tripped or lost balance or sth, and fell flat onto our lane in front of our last runner. they got themselves disqualified immediately of cos, but us! the innocent victims! 3s away from qualifying! RUBBISH.

so, just want to say good luck to whoever's reading this and still has a race ba! jiayou, may the force be with you =) have faith!

oh wells, anyway i saw ms tan. and ms yeo. haha! -pokes huixiang-

liang is as usual complaining and procastinating. hmm liang doesnt run away from her problems?? ahah ok shant suan liang ahaha but you ran away from your 3k last yr! crappy liang and doesnt come for trainings and ok blarblarblar. but liang still in track huh. ahaha hmm anyway everything is not going as planned!!! mich and her common tets still havent finish. boo. i wonder if mich is still studyign now. anyway good luck for her.

ok and i hope that there are no major tests coming up AGAIN. when blocks are just over.
series of events planned
29 july: derek tan's potluck (listen out all 402!) it is pot luck this time not BBQ ahaha so you all dont have to stand and BBQ all the food and then not enough food or whatever. hmm and then the time should be 4+pm. issit possible to meet around that time??
(wonder if any 402ers still reads this blog. ok anyway yes settled.)
16 july (tentative): come my house to swim (suet and ming kinda confirmed leh. the others??)
oh my goodness like very busy like that ahah! and there are so many hw. dish.
15 july (tentative): kskp gathering. wanna swim?
is mich free on the 15th???? like really i think liang and cherylim should be free. we better pray that mich can make it.

PASS PASS all the tests (: ! to all.

demoralised! haven't gotten back most of my papers, but this is enough, not even a single BEE lol. i should be glad that i'm leaving huh? but i'm not one who like to run away from my problems. anyway if i continue to slack, i'll face the exact same problems, no matter where i go. thinking about it, i'll be entering U at the end of next year, but i'm still like.. THIS. i've absolutely no idea what i want to be, what course i want to take, and i've no plans on how to achieve what i want. moreover, i lack time management, self-discipline, independence, responsibility and every single positive trait necessary for success. except maybe optimism, which is kinda useless. i should start a 5-year plan, to mug hard! for my future. at least, even if i don't know what course i want to take, i'll be able to choose the uni and course that i want, instead of the other way round. like for Os, i didn't know which jc i wanted to go to, so my aim was to do well so i could choose the jc, instead of the jcs choosing me. and it worked, right?

3k on mon, wonder if it'll just be another demoralising day??

YAY!!! BLOCKS ARE OVER (:(:(: oops i think i repeated this at my class blog too. ahaha anyway so happy that it is over actually, and i cant wait to meet up with liang mich and cheryl (:(:(: but mich still has her common tests until next week?!?! what crap is that hai ok so i see we have to postpone our gathering. to play cards and block catching again!!! ahahaha so fun! i still remember all the fun times (:(: anyway yes jiayou mich!!!

and i wonder if she still patronise this blog ok. hmmm

whee mid-years officially ended this morning! with physics being the last trial hur. section c was a KILLER, for me at least. cos my physics is lousy i know. but anyway this whole mid-year exams have been terrible for me. i don't even have a single subject which will guarantee me a pass.. that pathetic! slacked too much, studied too little, and apparently staying up till 2/3am the night before the exam to mug and squeeze infinite information into my tiny and saturated brains doesn't help (saturated with air and cotton). but at least it's over for now! we'll see how everything turns out. i think i will fail math arghhh =x MATH! i will have a wonderful report card to take away with me.. great!

resumed training (first in 2 weeks) after phyiscs paper. i still feel so slow and lousy, and unprepared for the race but ready to get owned. i shouldn't have stopped running at the middle of last year and start of this year, the least i could have done was to go jogging once a fortnight or something. but all i knew was to slack and i didn't run at all for almost a year, totally lost the momentum. i wonder if i've deproved to my sec 1/2 standard yet? anw 10 more days to my race, nothing much can be done now. what is done cannot be undone.

ok enough of unpleasant stuff. went out after training with sk, zj, zy, alvin, tt and their friends alford and some other guy. actually it was supposed to be a class thing i think? but the turnout's quite terrible, so lol. went lanning - i've finally been introduced to DotA - Defence of the Ancients! DotA terminology is amusing, CREEPS are computer-controlled little monsters. and there's a practice called FARMING lol. and mana power reminds me of maple. i'm such a noob XD sk, zy and i are all noobs, and we always occupy the bottom of the score chart thing, but i've never occupied the last row before! =p anyway i think it's quite fun ahaha, it's not hard to understand why some pple are so addicted to it. been ages since i last played comp games, the last comp game i played is maplestory, and that was last year! had so much fun today! made me forget about whatever worries i had for a while =) long weekend ahead! perfect for slacking pia-ing gp and pw!

PASS! PASS! PASS!!! HERE I COME!!! YES!

boo outing yesterday!! yay thanks to all who went, which is actually only smint, cheryl, yiting and me haha. as there was a last minute change of plan from kbox-ing to a study session, yingjie and steph didn't want to come. sorry! maybe we can have a relaxing session after common tests!

we spent the whole afternoon at mos burger eating, talking and attempting to study in between more eating (esp fattie of cos), talking and taking pictures. took so many photos of stupid fattie.. stuffing food into her HUGE mouth =x shall upload them soon haha! anw thanks for the fun time, though it wasn't a very productive session. i managed to finish 5 pages of my econs notes in 4h? yiting did 5 pages of her physics notes. cheryl and smint progressed at about the same rate too lol o_0 jiayou and study hard for your common tests!

had primary school gathering today, reminiscing about the "good old days" back in dazhong. climbing the "hill", playing catching and mushroom at the tiny pavillion and ecopond area, puppet show at my house, making the gardenia snoopy.. really treasure all those beautiful memories. even though i can only recall bits and pieces now. will never forget the 6 years in dz, one of the happiest times of my life.. and i finally told my pri school friends about my leaving. they looked so shocked haha. since we've managed to keep in touch for the past 4+ years, i'm sure we can continue to do that?

distance won't matter if the hearts are linked. if you want to keep in touch with someone, there's always a way. that's what i believe.

ok going to zao now, so much work to do! and i may have a race tmr! =x btw you all should make a trip to woodlands regional library some day =)



i like this song's melody haha.
为了抢快乐搞得不快乐
为什么人总那么傻呢 (change encoding to unicode)

jiayou liang! you can do it! ahaha one year without me. its your turn! it was mine last year and i clocked my pb. so you will clock yours without me ahah!

my chess (nats) is over (: hahaha

block tests COMING!! AHHH

the holidays are almost drawing to a close, and i'm still what you'd call yi shi wu cheng! sigh- there're still so many things to be done and so many ongoing activities! currently, the rest of this week is totally packed for me while i have no activities planned for next week yet. so i'd better make good use of the last week of my hols, or i'd regret when it's time to get back my "wonderful" results. i hope i won't fail physics and econs =x

last official holiday training today! woohoo? or maybe not. i still feel pretty unprepared, the result of slacking for the past 4+ years =( who to blame but myself? oh well. having been in track and field for almost 5 years, nationals have always been very important. and this year will be my last year taking part in nats, thus i just hope to do my best and perform. hx, give me some power!! hmmm, had the toughest training of my LIFE on mon.. 10x200. since when have i done that?! not even in nygh i think, the most we did was 7x200? and i survived =') i'm sure i'll improve if we train like that every training LOL. that'll be crazy though.

quite busy this hols cos of the many reunions i have.. for apparent reasons. i've always liked this kind of gatherings, cos i'm a nostalgic pig. bleh. it's not good to be too sentimental sometimes, holding on to past memories and people, whom you may no longer be significant to. over-sentimentality will lead to the downfall of man. is it? well anw, last week was sec 1/2 clique reunion, and there's BOO OUTING on fri! yay, possible activities are ice-skating and kbox! smint said she'll be treating us =D can't wait!

had better retreat to my cozy haven now! have pw meeting at KOVAN at 9am tmr. means i'll have to travel more than halfway across singapore again -_-" and finally going to watch da vinci code haha.

Be careful the environment you choose for it will shape you; be careful the friends you choose for you will become like them. - Stone, W. Clement