shitey. my nose is blocked again. like ok it was always blocked but never that blocked. hmm felt much better today but i think i get too high today liao. hmm but its really very very very mixed feelings. im feeling v uneasy now. hmm sick plus feel like sleeping plus dont feel like sleeping :X and then happy cause my brother apparently did quite well for "O"s but yin yue didnt get to stay in hc ): that's really ultra sadness. i mean she and tania are always the ones who made me smile and laugh!! how can like this ): oh anyway ya im v messed up. feelings bahh plus skip CCa this week (both) .......... only good thing this week (chem spa) and (my bro's o levels!) well i guess should be contented!

whee! so exciting hhaha and glad the chem spa over! woootttt. thought it was okay but hope that mr teo or the marker can be lenient cause im not sure if they will notice i might have left out some stuff.

cant wait for next week and CNY! ahah!

hmm issit you that day? i thought it was you but wasnt sure

): no jing zhan at all

today is such a lovely day! and i really have the temptation to say "wo chao xi huan ni!" ahaha. ok hmm yep chao xi huan ni de "bu yao shui jiao" he "xi mi dai ji". ahah ni zhen de hui rang wo gao xing qi lai (: ke xi ni bu zhi dao wo de chun zai. shui ran shi zai ma ren, dan shi zhui bian que hai dai zhe xiao rong. zhen ke ai lei. chao xi huan kan ni de wei xiao. yin wei ni de wei xiao neng rang mang lu and yi tian bian de qing song qi lai. ru guo tian tian kan dao ni dui wo wei xiao, na wo zhen de jue de chao ji xing fu lo! ahah.

xing fu de ban ge shi chen wo yi zhi hui ji zhu de ohh.

ahha hmm i think actually maybe im quite a 感情用事的人. ahah even though i dont really tink im, ahah but when i kinda devote my feelings to someone i dont wish to part. ahah yaa hmm shall put up my nice angel here. same picture ahah same yin yue's blog. anyway yep! ahah im really quite bias sometimes ahah! okk yay! good luck to me phy spa tomorrow! kai xuan gui lai i hope!!

让我们get high! ahah im like so high today laa!! cause she came to our class ahhh!!!
真是不可思议!!! and i never do my tutorial also (and thats like the first time i never do a single thing in the tutorial then ARGH she saw it!) bahh but ahah she never say anything (: just a not-very-nice impression maybe? ahah but i think its fated that she see my blank tutorial. maybe i shouldnt do ahah ok im talking crap. i hope she comes again!!

and that day during TA, i think she smiled at me! (: damn rock laa!! (:
cant really express myself good enough on here cause 一切尽在不言中 天天能看到你我就心满意足了！

i think i need to control my brain. its thinking the wrong way most of the time about non-important stuff argh. ahaha im so happy i so glad that i love you.. ahah but its just not possible bahh. thanks lyanna! for your notes ahah know you wont see it. cant wait for next letter. but i really cant wait for CNY actually. cause its the next hols. haha and im getting quite busy liao. first 2 weeks were vvv slack. now so many things piling up and i need time to understand econs. and ehh i need to balance my time most importantly. all aside! ahah bahh if we dont have to do this, hmm there are so many things i want to do and so many people i want to be alone with but its just not possible! (only i know why) ahah

woot! orientation rocks coming back as j2. ahaha. didnt attend j1 tho but heard it was not as nice as this year. hehe. but of course this year nicer la in the hall then stand at the second level can see so clearly! (: (: (: whee! im so happy! ahhaa

ahhh!!! omgosh i cant believe it! today is such a lucky day!!! (not counting the fact i lost my bubbles sticker) im so happy!!! i just cant express myself! first time so so so qiao! i still cannot calm myself down ahah